Thankfully

The past week has been filled with ups and downs ... this past weekend was exactly what I needed after such a weird week. Granted, it was a strange weekend... I found myself doing things that I wouldn't have thought to do before in SL. *grunts* Seriously, never have I laughed so hard! I really have come to realize that when I need people the most, they are there. Some quieter than others, and others now distant ... but always still there. It feels good to be surrounded by good people who take care of me.

Thanks everyone for "rescuing" me ... and just being you. *huggles*

20-20

Last nite, I found out some rather core-shaking news about a very dear friend of mine. Thankfully they are ok now but I realized I wasn't there when this friend needed me the most. Maybe that's why it effected me so much.
I realize I'm stubborn and, potentially, selfish. As dense as I can be at times, it didn't take much to make me crumble when I heard the news about my friend.
I really did deserve the repeated kicks for my awful decision. I only hope enough time will pass that the wounds will heal for all of us. Miss you much guys!

Hindsight is 20-20

An Apology

I owe a very sincere apology to someone who has become utterly close to me. I've disappointed him by leading him to think I doubt him. I am so sorry for allowing him to believe he doesn't have my full support. Never was that my intent.
I'm a fairly private person when it comes to those I hold dear to me. By posting a public apology, I'm hoping he'll see how much he means to me and that we can move past my, for lack of a better word, ignorance.

I am so sorry.