No More

You don't deserve my time, attention or energy.

Enough is enough! I realized that last nite, I'm not a fan of being asked to choose. You've asked me to choose since Day One! No - I refuse to make that choice. Hands down, I will not choose you ... especially after sending alts to my land and wasting my friends' time as they stand next to me during your melodramatic breakdown.
I've said my part ... you've said yours - your actions that started this fire fight will be the only memory I need. Also, thanks for the multiple blog hits! *smiles*

Entertain Me

I'm BORED! SL has become utterly boring for me ... its beyond dull.

Tiny Empires is chuckful o' lacklustery goodness - surely not like it use to be ... what is the deal with the new Trader schedule and now 40+ independent Kingdoms?! Geez, I even pulled out this old pic that I did when I first joined Sparta (funny that I didn't have a title then and still not now ... hmm oh well guess that's what happens when I left and returned back to Sparta).
Decorating the house is, well, completed.
Landscaping its still just as painful ... I keep moving the same palm tree.
Fishing ... gawd how many times can one click "cast" ... or F2. (I still sorta-not-really do tho ... glutton for punishment I guess.)

meh.

Shopping can be fun ... but only as "Chunk", my alter ego who is known to wonder the grid eating popcorn and wearing head-to-toe pink (basically its a bootie-shorts jumpsuit, pink sneakers and pigtails) ... oh and *only* with certain people... in the end no *real* shopping occurs, just the occasional popcorn throwing. (Potentially a pic of her shopping this weekend ... *if* you're lucky! hehe)

Maybe its time for a change... again. Status quo blows and is unacceptable.

Please ... someone ... entertain me!

That's sLife!

Since Tinman is offline tonite ... and no one will entertain me. I'm left to my own devices to plan n' scheme. Got my mind plotting out a photoshoot or a shopping trip... but they lost all their luster after about 2 minutes.

SL ain't what it use to be ... what happened?

Aging is only for cheese & wine

**RL Post Ahead**

I turn the "Big 3-0" today. Surprisingly its not as daunting as I thought. Yes its another day in my life but today is a milestone. Thinking back when I was a kid, I thought 20 was old ... and 30 was unfathomable. I guess I'm a relic in my child's mind.
Looking back on the last 10 years ... I did the college thing, landed a terrific job as one of the youngest traders, battled cancer, moved to the northern Jersey, married an amazingly wonderful guy, changed careers, bought and renovated a 100-year old home ... the list is endless. Who would've thunk that crazy chick who, as a child, endlessly played piano, rode horses and relentlessly snuck out of her parent's home late at nite ... and now daydreams of owning her own Inn and belts out every single song regardless if she knows the words or not ... yeah she's 30.

Oh, 30 is going to be a good year ... and my 30's will be a damn good decade!

*The pic me at 3 months*

My Little Black Book ...

... makes a great paper weight and something I won't be needing anytime soon.

Back! Miss me?!

I've decided that this funk/slump/crapola that has been hovering around/over/penetrating me has over-stayed is unwelcomed visit.

Today forward, I promise to ...
oh who I'm I kidding...
there's nothing to promise.

Its just me ...
like it, love it, hate it, leave it - its your call...
but I'm so back, its scary!

Can I blame this post on the intoxicating fumes of Insolence's latex? ... or maybe its the whip ... rawr!

finally

Take the road …
take the risk …
trust has always been there …
just not the courage to break down the walls ...
until now.

20-20

Last nite, I found out some rather core-shaking news about a very dear friend of mine. Thankfully they are ok now but I realized I wasn't there when this friend needed me the most. Maybe that's why it effected me so much.
I realize I'm stubborn and, potentially, selfish. As dense as I can be at times, it didn't take much to make me crumble when I heard the news about my friend.
I really did deserve the repeated kicks for my awful decision. I only hope enough time will pass that the wounds will heal for all of us. Miss you much guys!

Hindsight is 20-20

You just have to laugh

Who'd guessed that this sweet face:

could terrorize earbuds:

*sighes*

no more music

Happy One Year!

I can't believe its been a year since this blog started. The day almost slipped by unnoticed ... ironically just like its beginning - quiet.
A year in SL is nearly a lifetime. Many wonderful events happened and ... well ... were blogged. What comes with the great, comes the sad. Finding terrific friends and losing an amazing partner all play into my next great adventure.
This blog has undergone a few face lifts and even a brief hiatus but none-the-less its still me - crazy scattered thoughts and silliness roll into one crazy post after another.
Looking back at the past 12 months, I laugh at some of the dumbest things I've posted while others make me smile in more ways than one. (Not to mention the insanity of crazy run-on sentences peppered with misspellings!)
What does the future hold? No clue.
Do I have a few ideas? Yup!
Can I tell you? Nope.
Moral of the story: Stay Tuned!
(wow easier than obtaining the gold at Fort Knox!)

Someone promised ...

Tonite ...

realized lots and lots

expect change and growth

gawd I hate change (says the one who constantly changes)

ok this is all just laughable now seeing it written

do I post this?

hmmm ...

yeah I have nothing to lose ...

laughing at my own stupidity

ok - time for change!

but I have no clue what I want

and its completely fine

Yay Me!

SL won't let me back in ... so I resorted to Twitter, Yahoo and Skype ... and amazingly all at the same time while keeping up with offlines in email.
Yeah it sucks not being in-world with everyone else ... I was able to catch up on emails, behind-the-scenes blogging, and beating a friend at literacy!
While on yahoo, someone sent me this link.
Kinda made my night ... its nice to see my stuff getting recognized. *grin* Not only do I love this outfit but its great marketing for my Flickr account and me and Pheobe's baby, SLFashionality.


Yay me!

!#&*@

yeah this pic has nothing to do with anything ... I can't get into the SL ... LL is having log in issues ... well duh!!
You all have me on twitter or on skype if you are the few that know that screen name ('cause I can't remmy it!!).

:/

Me Update

**Pic removed due to someone's face being all sortsa messed up**

I took a small break in blogging ... yeah ... like 2 weeks. I just couldn't stay away but really that writing wasn't me. It somehow lost its spunk ... eh. At any rate ... I'm back and ready to ramble!
Lots happened since I last wrote an update - so best place to start is at the beginning ... or where-ever that would be ... right?
I moved sims. Yes I'm still on the beach and with stunning sunsets but not the corner. Lately I have been moving often. I had some serious issues with knuckle headed neighbors at my last place. Why do people not understand security orbs? I mean really ... why keep flying over only to be TPed back to your home location? But really I would love to share the wonderfully colorful vocab they shared with me ... but wow I even blushed over some of it!! (ok not really but did I at least make you think I'm sweet and innocent?!) :P
New land means a new house ... no more huge white mansion. Now its a sweet home from The Loft. My new addiction - The Loft's furniture. I think I own about 80% of that store! Over the course of my posts you will see snaps of the house as I plan to use it as a backdrop.
Speaking of snaps, I haven't been truly *that* busy with Flickr. I have a few builds planned for some super sensual shots and story lines. Currently writing the one story line. Hopefully the upcoming series of pics will compliment ... and more series to follow.
Lately, I've been so utterly thankful to have two wonderfully fantastic friends by my side for so much of the muck in my slife. They are always with me (which I adore them for) ... not a day goes by with out these two! A huge thanks to Oscar and Pheobe for always being so awesome!!
*The above pic is the "behind the scenes" shot for an upcoming post on SLFashionality*
Fashionality is up and running in good health! Pheobe had done some adorable pics for the last couple of holidays. I tosssed up a few posts earlier this morning ... as I was on a role with simple outfits. Keep an eye out for more great stuff from her ... and well, me too. hehe
Off to cause trouble somewhere! ciao!

oh yeah ... I'm Back

Totally forgot to say:

I'M BACK!

Did you think I would be able to stay away that long? Tomorrow will be an update ... but loads have happened ... and found some awesome friends along the way.

Let the blawgging commence!

3 Basic Rules of SL Dating

Dating in SL isn't too far removed from RL dating. There are three basic elements that any relationship needs to be well just that a "relationship". If one fails, the relationship is well ... over or in some cases, never had the chance to start.

1 - Talk. A basic way to connect. Surely we all don't speak the same language in SL. Still many overcome those barriers. It doesn't take much to open an IM window and say "Hey!". Talking shouldn't be started only by one party. Its a two-way communication.

2 - Spend time together. Pretty easy, or at least one would think it would be easy if you enjoy each other's company. Invite your squeeze over for hour long conversations while cuddling, dancing or sitting on your new Pillow Talk Patio Set. This time should not be spent in IMs or busy with other SL matters (only thing to trump this should be RL).

3 - Cuddle/Touch. Just like RL, people crave affection. Again, head over to your fav pose ball store ... or like me PillowTalk pillows are all over my property. Great for when friends visit but also when you want to relax with your special one.

Good luck ... and try these techiniques sometime and see how far you will get when you send a TP to your cutie-pie.

**Luna's Note: I'm single! Just in case there are any blurred lines.**

My Paratrooper

May Godspeed!

Happy Bunny Day!

blog break

When I started this blog, I've said I wouldn't take a break from sharing my slife's story. Its become my journal, something that has truly grown with me through my SL days. Altho, I do think that the quality of writing is now lacking and has been venting in essence... which isn't me ... or at least not how I perceive myself.

My Flickr and SLife will continue ... just not blogged. Flickr has become a more creative outlet for me at this time. You will be able to see a more the lighter side of my writing that I so completely enjoy and miss.

With a very heavy heart, this is a break from writing here ... SLFashionality will continue. For the moment, there will be no more glimpses into my RL, no more SL stories to share ... someday (hopefully soon) I'll return refreshed and ready to bring you all long on my SL adventures.

Great big hugs!