20-20

Last nite, I found out some rather core-shaking news about a very dear friend of mine. Thankfully they are ok now but I realized I wasn't there when this friend needed me the most. Maybe that's why it effected me so much.
I realize I'm stubborn and, potentially, selfish. As dense as I can be at times, it didn't take much to make me crumble when I heard the news about my friend.
I really did deserve the repeated kicks for my awful decision. I only hope enough time will pass that the wounds will heal for all of us. Miss you much guys!

Hindsight is 20-20